Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to goWhoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know whyI triedI tried to read between the linesI tried to look in your eyesI want a simple explanationFor what I'm feeling insideI gotta find a way outMaybe there's a way outYour voice was the soundtrack of my summerDo you know you're unlike any other?You'll always be my thunder, and I saidYour eyes are the brightest of all the colorsI don't wanna ever love anotherYou'll always be my thunderSo bring on the rainAnd bring on the thunderToday is a winding roadTell me where to start and tell me something I don't knowWhoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)Today I'm on my ownI can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phoneI don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)And now I'm itching for the tall grassAnd longing for the breezeI need to step outsideJust to see if I can breatheI gotta find a way outMaybe theres a way outYour voice was the soundtrack of my summerDo you know you're unlike any other?You'll always be my thunder, and I saidYour eyes are the brightest of all the colorsI don't wanna ever love anotherYou'll always be my thunderSo bring on the rainYeah I'm walking on a tightropeI'm wrapped up in vinesI think we'll make it outBut you just gotta give me timeStrike me down with lightningLet me feel you in my veinsI wanna let you know how much I feel your painToday is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to goWhoaYour voice was the soundtrack of my summerDo you know you're unlike any other?You'll always be my thunder, and I saidYour eyes are the brightest of all the colorsI don't wanna ever love anotherYou'll always be my thunderSo bring on the rainAnd bring on the thunder, and I saidYour voice was the soundtrack of my summerDo you know you're unlike any other?You'll always be my thunderSo bring on the rainOh baby bring on the painAnd listen to the thunder
Friday, August 29, 2008
yeah... this is my new template... will be updating my blog at a later time... now i have lots and lots and lots of things to do... the most important thing is to play my riflewelll.. wanna knw more... juzt ask me
Saturday, February 23, 2008
well... events that happened yesterday was protrayed in this comic or shld i say graphic novel.. really... we'lll its the sherman comic... a brief discription, sherma is a shark while hermit is his fren, a crab (obviously)... sherman was jus having his rest when hermit came up to him..
well just imagine their conversation (cause im lazy to find the clip and upload it here.. haha).. or u can just go to today's Life section and read it ya.. so here goes..
hermit: what are you up to today, fat boy?
Sherman: Nothing.
Hermit: Nothing?? Doesnt that bore you??
Sherman: not me. I'm Happpy sitting here doing nothing.
Hermit: You know what makes me happy? helping others lead more productive lives.
Sherman: well, It looks like we have Conflicting happys.
Hermit: You need to find a deeper happy.
Sherman: and you need to take your happy and just keep right on walking.
Hermit: Your happy should always be a little out of reach. that's what keeps us going. the persuit of happines.
Sherman: I found it already.
Hermit: But there's a bigger happy out there sOmewhere. Sure youre happy sitting here. but what would make you happier?
Sherman: sitting here eating a crab. (haha)
Hermit: my happy just took off. gotta go!!
haha... im so like hermit... well im off, finding my happiness :)
Friday, February 22, 2008
why do this song have to come out like now.... haiz... well this song really list down my reasons of not wanting to stay... haizz... now there's no meaning...
This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust I've got my heart set on anywhere but here I'm staring down myself, counting up the years Steady hands, just take the wheel... And every glance is killing me Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead
Stop and stare I think I'm moving but I go nowhere Yeah I know that everyone gets scared But I've become what I can't be, oh Stop and stare You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there And you'd give anything to get what's fair But fair ain't what you really need Oh, can u see what I see
They're tryin to come back, all my senses push Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could... Steady feet, don't fail me now Gonna run till you can't walk But something pulls my focus out And I'm standing down...
Stop and stare I think I'm moving but I go nowhere Yeah I know that everyone gets scared But I've become what I can't be, oh Stop and stare You start to wonder why you're here not there And you'd give anything to get what's fair But fair ain't what you really need Oh, you don't need
What u need, what u need...
Stop and stare I think I'm moving but I go nowhere Yeah I know that everyone gets scared But I've become what I can't be Oh, do u see what I see...
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
u know wat.... im so boired (bored & tired) at work that im blogging at work... to keep my sanity that is....
Bored.. cause there's nothing to do here... no one come to the CC.. no oNe calling and no event coming up.. soik rite work like tis... and im listening to songs in my PSP...
Tired.. mentally and physically... mentally.. cause ytd i had a collision of opposite side of my feelings.. a collision so great that it can be compared to a nulcear fusion, where atoms collide at such force that everything within 1,0000 milies of the collision will be wipe clean.. till now, i still feel the effect... welll, maybe.. this event just want to show me that there is still hope in this place.... pple for me to care for/abt... no use for me to run away if history may repeat itself again at the new place... well, i reluctantly accept my fate.. if its here, then so be it, i aCcept it. no use crying over spilled milk, it's better if salt and enzymes were put over it so that it will turn to cheese..
tired physically... well cuase the heat was on ytd... haha... really hot... but as i say ITS GOOD TO BE DARK... cause you can only get darker.. haha... burn my skin abit... juz a little bit... but i stay in the water for quite a few times... yaa... and when i go into deeper water i would surely have extra weight on me... well, this is obviously opposite to wat Eureka said in his theory, where man would be lighter in the water because of our density.. but i dont mind having this weight.... haha cause its not a dead weight.. haha... but a weight who does not hear but listen... a weight that does not talk but converse... a weight that dont look but sees (only for occasions where i cant see the weight on me then i need to check if there is a SHEMALE behind me)).. hahaa....
One big issue came up near the end of the outing... SEAWEED... yes See the seaweed... the issue is bigger then the Budget... hahaa... even tough man finds it disgusting.. haha.. well everything is there for a reason. and it a good thing i knw that seeweed have healing abilities... cause i neede tat abilities in the end. haha
oky... so the final score is that,,... just take whatever life gives you.. cause everything happens for a reason..
aiyooh... why do i always get distracted when im listening to the ENDLESS LOVE song.. haha, ok back to work and stoning..
P.S. i will be happy when others are, to see you overjoyed in the end just made my day brightest at that point of time.. i can never stop thanking you for that.. thank you WEIGHT.. :)
SHUTDOWN!
for now at least :)
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
" To be or not to be. that is the question...." - william Shakespeare
" To live or not to live. that is the option" - Muhammad Zulhelmy Bin Mohd Rosman
if you think life is fun, think again if you think life is joyful, think again if u think life is easy, think again
ponder on your 1st thought, then you'll see that things in life are not simple at all. Complexity is the word. if you didnt notice that the word "you" was replace with the letter "u", then go and have a moment. A moment where u reflect on your past... things u have done, pple u have meet, decisions you have made. Ponder over it, and then yo'll wonder. is things happening because of your actions in the past? or could you bee in a better situation if you have done things in a bettr way in the past?
You see... only naive people will not look at the past. cause the past is a springboard to the future.. looking at the past will make you realise that there is some kind of system/pattern that occur in your life.. so when the event occur again in the future.. you'll be more prepared and also appreciative of the reoccurance of the event.
lastly, never put the blame on others. look at it this way, if you blame others and then the others blame you. when will it end? Instead, accept the fault as yours. Its true that taking the Blame is hard to swallow, but think about it, will the fault occur if you didnt initial the action. Obviously not! Therefore, take the blame and you'll see life in a different prospective and you will also begin to appreciate others, who appreciate and respect you.
done, this is how my perspective of life is. If you dont like it then SUCK IT! hahaaa
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
well.... let me say this to all (not particular anyone)... i may or may not have a direct impact or anything but.. well juz let me say what im about to say: -im sry to be a nobody... juz a wondering soul where pple knw me by name( or some even forget the name i been given)..well - im sry that i existed in your life.... i knw i was like the dark patch... the bleakest hrs in your life are cause by me... and if i wasnt there... this will not hapened.. - im sry to been trying to make myself needed.... i realise i wasnt at all... whaT foolish thoughts i have - im sry tat i have such low esteem... a guy like me... im sry... i juz cant... - i sry that i was try to show my truthest and deepest feelings... well now i knw that in this world, the truth does not exist anymore... only lies or mere cover ups that occur... the truth... its juz unbelievable
have i see enough??... have i HAD enough??... i dont know... the only thing i knw is that i have 2 roads to take.. the known and the unknown... the know... safe & abit of happiness assured.. but if sadness and depression overwhelms it then why shld i... the unknown... risk high risk where nothing is assure... but a fresh sheet of papaer, where my past need not be a reference...
if a sacrifice have to be made... in order for a compromise... then i shall..
